The streetlamps flickered inward the pavements, and the sandstorm blows away the rainwater. Nighttime is still in its throes. My body starts aching, my head starts longing for a run, and so I run back home.
The pale fire of moonlight shines circles thru the holes-in-the walls, and the wasted sky is pebble white in a time of tremendous trembling.
“I’ve vanished, I’ve wandered, but what have I become ? Everything seems to be floating away since I stared at it, seems to slipping out to the sea. I guess the truth is that I have to forget and forgive the world, since it seems to forgive and forget me so often. Things are temporary anyway… Nothing lasts forever…. ”
And so, I lulled myself, I thought “Never mind” and I chanted it in twitchy tones of movement, tossing and turning each word I was feeling to make contemplative logic. A heavy sigh drowned me to dreamless sleep and all I imagined was the waves catching me in their depths, trapping my senses in kindness, in sweetness, and resting spirits venturing into sand.